Where am I now?
Why am I here?
This isn’t
Where
I want
To be
Who am I now?
How is this me?
This isn’t
Who
I want
To be
This can’t be me
Here where I am?
I never
Wanted
This
For me
Tag: anger
no funding
no funding
for glimmer of hope
cost effectiveness ©
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it’s hard work sometimes
Short but not sweet but then I’m not feeling sweet
Dragging myself through each new day
While trying to keep the headache at bay
Thwarted, frustrated, angry inside
I pretend to take it all in my stride ©
A little poetic rant!
Feeling short changed
But then maybe I’m deranged?
Would just like to get back what I give
Then life would be easier to live ©
Words
A casual remark
Tore through my heart
Appearances
Can be deceptive
Words
Can be destructive ©
black
Can’t do, not fit.
Can’t have, too sick.
Can’t make it,
Can’t fake it.
No choice, can’t break free,
From the chains binding me.
Not well, my own hell ©
last straw
Well I did warn you readers that my writing was my therapy and yesterday was the last straw so here goes…
I do my best
But it’s never enough
Show me how to face what’s next
When it’s so darn tough ©
Castles in the sky
An emotional one
Each day I keep dreaming of my castle in the sky
As I fight on through the endless hows and whys
As I flounder through the mire of unfulfilled desires
Carrying the pain which against me does conspire
Though soul drained and deadened by the struggle
As an empty shell I will not crumble
For all the while I keep breathing
I know I’ll strive to keep believing
Of that castle
In the sky
