Where am I now?
Why am I here?
This isn’t
Where
I want
To be
Who am I now?
How is this me?
This isn’t
Who
I want
To be
This can’t be me
Here where I am?
I never
Wanted
This
For me
Where am I now?
Why am I here?
This isn’t
Where
I want
To be
Who am I now?
How is this me?
This isn’t
Who
I want
To be
This can’t be me
Here where I am?
I never
Wanted
This
For me
no funding
for glimmer of hope
cost effectiveness ©
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Short but not sweet but then I’m not feeling sweet
Dragging myself through each new day
While trying to keep the headache at bay
Thwarted, frustrated, angry inside
I pretend to take it all in my stride ©
Feeling short changed
But then maybe I’m deranged?
Would just like to get back what I give
Then life would be easier to live ©
A casual remark
Tore through my heart
Appearances
Can be deceptive
Words
Can be destructive ©
Well I did warn you readers that my writing was my therapy and yesterday was the last straw so here goes…
I do my best
But it’s never enough
Show me how to face what’s next
When it’s so darn tough ©
An emotional one
Each day I keep dreaming of my castle in the sky
As I fight on through the endless hows and whys
As I flounder through the mire of unfulfilled desires
Carrying the pain which against me does conspire
Though soul drained and deadened by the struggle
As an empty shell I will not crumble
For all the while I keep breathing
I know I’ll strive to keep believing
Of that castle
In the sky