unlit window
the darkness
within me
unlit window
the darkness
within me
searching for light
the tunnel swallows
each footstep
walking out
of the darkness
spring dawn
Have you ever
Had your new life packed in boxes
And airmailed home?
Have you ever
Listened to your doctor break the news
And had your world come crashing down?
Have you ever
Dreamt of holding your child in your arms
But known it will never happen?
Have you ever
Wondered just how much more
You can lose?
Have you ever
Thought ‘I can’t do this anymore’
But still carried on?
I have
Have you? ©
Wondering why I’m breathing
Life’s left me all alone
Years and years spent grieving
Pain sears to the bone©
Needing a reason to stay strong
Surely fortune’s got this wrong?
Fate’s playing a cruel song
Pain shouldn’t last this long ©
Where am I now?
Why am I here?
This isn’t
Where
I want
To be
Who am I now?
How is this me?
This isn’t
Who
I want
To be
This can’t be me
Here where I am?
I never
Wanted
This
For me